Why I Love To Talk Sexually Explicit!!!!

I wonder if all of us women in deep passion think about talking "dirty"?  I sure do!  After all it took me a very long to get here and what it has done to our sex life is really something else. Last week was the hottest sex we have ever had in all the years of our marriage.  I told him in the heat of passion as he was eating my p*ssy, that he had to promise me that I could eat co*k twice a week and play with it whenever I wanted to, for the rest of his life.  He would yell back to me yes, yes, in between licking and sucking me with a finger deep in my cu*t.  If you have ever wondered if I am sexually sick, in all truthfulness, I would say no.  But I am sexually sick in love with a man and with us anything goes.  These are not bad words, they are sexual words and said between two people in love.  What I said to him, sent him to a place in the sexual heaven that I have never seen before.  What he did to me sexually, will forever be a dream in my mind and to tell you the truth, I am going to do this to him in the morning.  Today I gave him a break.  It was football Sunday, but tomorrow is Fuc* Monday and he is going to get it.

I wonder why they call sexual words, "dirty"? They are not dirty words but body words. They are sexual words that some  men and probably women, have decided to use in describing our body part's in a crude way.  They have  added one special word for the hottest and most sensual act possible.  Ah, I love that one!  But the other two are hot too. The odd two are there for special occasions like real hot heat.........

I have an inner self. She is my bad girl.  I think we all have this but I am admitting to mine.  She really is not bad but this is all part of the Eve syndrome of our past.  All stemming from the Garden of Eden...You know cover thyself and sin no more. So yours is probably hiding in a corner of your mind in shame. Mine escaped and set me free but you have yours still locked in that jail of your inner mind.  The inner woman that I speak about, is the one that was in deep passion for so many years and was screaming out silently when he was fingering or licking me and pleading with my own mouth to tell him to suck my pus*y deeper. Come on baby, put your tongue deep inside me and make the waters of love flow out of me. It was wanting to say in the worst way, honey, look inside my pus*y.  Do you like what you see? The words echoed in my brain to tell him to turn me over my love. Spread me for doggy and before you do finger me deeply and when I am so hot that I am pleading for penetration, then honey put that big co*k inside me and fu*k me with no mercy.  It wanted to say, watch my movements my love. Put that gorgeous pri*k deep inside me and go in so deeply that you make the hottest part of me scream out with pleasure. My love when you touch my cu*t you have made that special part of me alive for  no words have been invented to speak of this pleasure it brings me. It is the part of me that is only brought alive because of you. It is part of our journey of love that takes me to a new dimension in time.  For my love, you then have touched my soul.

I found the true women in me about two and a half years ago. Before that I only knew missionary. Thinking of what I just said this minute, I think I was one of the dumbest women in the world.  I not only never used a vibrator in my life but never knew that they existed.  Now anyone reading this will now feel a swelling in their chest.  They will be thinking "that is without a doubt, the stupidest woman in the world."  And to make it worse, I will have to agree with them...But if that is not bad enough, I will continue.   Thinking back, I must have taken a dumb pill that was as big as a basketball.  This just may have cast a shadow on my brain and left me  sexually stupid or else left me so much in love with a man that I just plain accepted life as I knew it.  I am sure that all this has made all of you feel much smarter.  Now  I will continue this confession of life....I never knew of porn on the Internet or the books and movies that were made about sex yet saying this we were sexually great.  At least I thought so...Now, I truly believe I was living on the far side of the moon. Yet saying this, I became his hot lover and we held on to each other for all those wonderful years. But during those days, the dirty and sexual words would struggle in my mind.  I was in such sexual heat wanting to say them.  I knew he would never use them on me because of his respect for me. But as the new me broke free, I found that I did not want to be respected. I wanted to be as wild as I felt inside with him. All my years of struggling in my fantasy world, and not talking during sex, yet playing this game in my mind, was screaming to break loose. I wanted to use those hot words that would unleash the passion inside me. I felt that this is how this woman should be. I was not born to be silent during sex. Let the tiger break free....And I did. And I do. And I always will.  What they have done to my life as a woman has put a twinkle in my eye that just never goes away. And I smile as I write this.

I can only speak of who we are. Yesterday he was in the family room and called me on the intercom. That wonderful man knew how to melt my heart and said to me "baby, you want to fu*k?" Needless to say, I was waiting for him at the head of the stairs when he came up.......Now if he would have called me and asked me if I wanted to have sexual intercourse, I am sorry to say that wouldn't have done the trick. I would have gone with him but not with as big a twinkle in my eye.....Same goes for "honey, please lick my vagina" or baby, suck inside my pus*y...Ah, that makes me hot just thinking of it...That was part of my yesterday.... Or you big stud, you stand there with your penis out for me or please honey, let me suck your co*k... That was yesterday too....I have already admitted that I love c*ck....

I am trying to give you an example of how I use dirty words. I am not trying to be crude on this subject....I love using them. I love to say them in heat and passion and I adore watching my husband in deep passion when I use them.  God help me these words have truly let this hot cat out of her cage and she has no intention of ever going back in. I am not trying to give a description of our love life but instead trying to put pieces in a puzzle to show the ease that these erotic words can be used. It can bring back youth and hot heat and turn a man into a sexually wonderful beast. As for a woman, you name it...Wild as the wind but you still are a lady.........

These are my words and I believe these words belong to every woman............They are not bad, they are good.......Saying them at the right time can take you to heaven or buy you a new dress, your choice...........Me, I will take the heaven...............I just love hiding behind this computer.............It gives me a chance to truly dig down and be this woman that has spent far too many years sitting in the corner............And besides that......It lets me be me.......Take care and much love, Caroline