What Two Monkeys Taught Me About Sex...

I recall I wrote part of this in a blog a long time ago...Maybe all of two years....However, along the way I lost my writing of that sunny day in Tampa....Yet, it will always remain fresh in my mind...What I failed to realize at that time in my life, was that this event was truly a life altering experience and I would one day refresh it in my mind to make more sense....I wonder how long it took me to thoroughly absorb the beauty of that moment?...Here we are talking about years....If you were to lean closely to me right now you could see that I am a puddle of mush...This because of the fact that this morning we made love....And may I add he  totally wore me out and I returned the favor to him....This minute I feel such a softness of life and I thank God for making me a woman and my husband a man....With the sexual perfection of this morning, I have no doubt that this marriage will take.....Love you honey, more than you will ever know....Now back to Tampa on that warm day....

What I speak about happened a good twenty years ago...Each Winter we would go down to Florida for a couple of weeks to golf...It would be cold and snowy here in the great Northwest and this would be our Winter Holiday....This particular year, we had our youngest son fly down to stay with us...It was his school break...We had driven down with his golf clubs and clothes packed in our van....The weather was lovely and one of the days we decided to take him to Busch Gardens...We had been there before but our son had never seen this fascinating place...It was a very warm day so my husband and son decided to go on that ride that goes in circles as it goes down the river...I remember when you are waiting in line that you go over a bridge where you could watch the people tumbling down the river...It was right before they went under the bridge that a splash of water would erupt and all would get wet.....It was very crowded that day so we had to wait in line for a long time...As the line moved closer there were some attractions for the people who were waiting in line to see....One of them, which probably is still there, was a glass enclosed cage with some monkeys in it....As you moved forward in the line the exhibit came closer....We finally were so that they were right in front of us...They were so cute and all eyes were on the monkeys...The entertaining little animals looked back at us like we were their amusement for the day....Who knows, maybe we were....These were not real large monkeys but they sure were cute....Especially when they are caged....They were probably not more than five to ten feet from us......The children could get close and it was quite an attraction....It was very well kept with maybe five or six of them in their enclosure...It had a lot of vegetation and scenery for them to keep occupied.....It was quite an attraction.....

We were very near the front of the line and I was the nearest to the cage....All of the sudden I noticed the female monkey sitting up on a ledge...In front of her sat a male monkey...He was one ledge down from her but sitting so that he was mostly facing her.....She was sitting up there in front of everyone and I mean she was close with her legs spread wide apart....She was showing every sexual part of herself that she could to her admirer...The male monkey would turn around and lean and look into her and stick his finger deep inside her vagina....There he would finger her out...He would then turn around to us and suck off his finger....He would watch each and every one of us like he just was putting on a show and then turn around and finger her again...She would spread for him and enjoy it...Again the finger would come out to sit in front of us and suck it off....This went on about five time....It went on enough to turn me on and have lovers hold each other......I know I smiled to myself the first time this happened thinking maybe I saw something that I didn't see...Maybe this was my imagination...Then I started to feel the stirring of the crowd...Snickering between couples and some people turning their children away....I know I myself was embarrassed as I was with my 19 year old son and I have no idea of why I was so stupid to be ashamed...But I talked fast, yet kept my eyes peeled on what was happening....That little lesson in life became a big lesson for over the years...It always stayed with me...The way the people reacted and my own actions was to be a catalyst in  my finding the true animal in myself....I recall we got back to the motel and my talking to my husband about this....I was so hot from seeing this that I would have loved to jump him but our son was still there for another three days....Somehow we did make it through and you can be sure that was a real hot time...BUT not as hot as now....I was still a child.......

This lesson in life has never left me.....The monkey was an animal but she is also a female like I am....She loved exposing herself to him and his fingering her out......She was not ashamed of her sexual hunger......She was happy......He was taking her to a place that was so erotic that she could not move......I just wonder why it took me so long and so many years to become that monkey in the cage at Tampa.......I saw it but I didn't do it.....When I was finally able to be that monkey at Busch Gardens, I wanted to shout it to the world.....My new sexual appreciation of life was bigger than I could have thought it could be........Why this has happened at this age I will never know.....

When I tucked my husband in bed tonight we snuggled and talked......It had been a wonderful day.....He made love to me this morning and tonight he washed my hair over the sink........Sometimes I feel guilty being this sexual of a woman at this age.......But how can I regret the happiness that it brings me?........So often I wonder why this occurrence has happened to me so late in my life?.......What sexual mistake can happen that turns a woman my age into a woman of youth?.......Was it there all along and somehow I missed it?....These are all answers that I will never know......Take care, Caroline