Walking Down The Middle Of The Road Gets Confusing....You Don't Know Where The Stop Signs Are...

I am sure that some people may read that statement at the top of this blog and shake their head....Think to themselves, she has finally flipped out...Yet, when I wrote it, it made sense...In all honestly that is how I feel...I'm not in the right hand lane, nor the left...I am going right down the center line and don't know where to turn off....You see when you get this age there are no stop and go signs...You have to find them...Now if you happen to try and frequent a forum, then they will point them out right away...Tell you to get the hell on the right side of the road...But when I walk here in the middle I feel safe...I can't get hurt....Only I don't know where to turn off for the street where I live.....

Last night I watched the Academy Awards....I watched Sandra Bollock's acceptance speech...I like her...She is a great actress....Yet, I found myself wondering....How can a woman my age feel like a woman her age?...As wild as she is, I am...Pretty much the same type of personality...Wish to hell that I looked like her, but I am OK with who I am....This is my problem...I am somewhere lost in time...Yes, this site is where I belong....Let's face it, it's the only one that can tolerate me...and believe me, I'm not gonna change......Take care, Caroline...