****Should I Censor Myself??****

I'm sitting here looking at this pink piece of paper and wondering why in the name of God am I asking myself a question like this...I bow to no one....I write this site primarily for myself....I hope that it helps other women find themselves, but it was created as an outlet for my sexuality that was bursting at the seams...Because of my writing I had to be upgraded to a new server...This does not make me bad, it simply says that I don't write church music or the gospel for today...It took me near 68 years to utter the first "fu*k" word in my life in sexual passion and now I want to take it away????....Go get your head examined girl...You make no sense!!!!Before that time in my life he got a few of them under my breathe, but not the way I use them now...Why am I letting myself be judged by what the people might think?...All of these words are used by many people, yet I am singling myself out as the guilty party....Once again Joan of Arc has arrived!!!Why don't I just shut my big fat mouth and keep on doing what I have done and will undoubtedly keep on writing...Why do I get myself in such a pickle because all of the sudden I have blasted my age at the top of my News page?...I know darn well that this is bothering me when I look at some of my blogs where I let it all hang out....Either I will have to put blinders on when I come across these words or else delete the whole site....I just hope one thing...That this argument I am having with myself is enough to shut me up for another 6 months...Hope I don't go into them and start making it a Mary Poppins site....Hope that I have now let off steam and can continue with this venture in life....

Age can sometimes be a handicap...Especially when you start thinking about it.......Take care, Caroline

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