About Me

Who Am I? I am each of you women. I am 45 if you want me to be, 58 if you like that better, will hop up to 63 but will then bounce back down to 48. I am ageless, faceless and nameless. I am very sexual which I believe women should be. I have been to hell as a woman battling doctors who did not know much about women and their sexuality. Many do not even know a woman has a G-Spot much less believe it is true. These are GYN's. Now let's add ejaculating from that G-Spot and they are lost. I do not blame them. Their jobs are busy and only so much time in the day but at the time I was furious. Now I look back at it and wonder how it could have been different. I doubt it. This story will be among my writings.

I am not a writer. I have never written in my life. No knowledge just keyboard. I have never been on a computer up until 8 years ago. Just never thought it necessary. That was pretty stupid but far from the only one I have done or will do. On my writings that you will read, every bit I have written is the truth. Unless I tell the truth they will mean nothing. Women will not learn from fantasy, only the truth. My stories of our love making have only been done in the last two months.

Last year around June or July I was desperately trying to find the reason I was urinating all over when I had sex and had just found out from a friend to look up the word "intercourse" on the computer to see if I could find anything. Well let me tell you. I had never in my life ventured into any sexual thing on the net. BUT what I found kept me up all night as I was blown away. I went to sexual heaven. Found more porn sites and all that computer land offers than I had ever seen. Just about wore my poor husband out in bed as one idea got the other idea going. Poor man, but he smiled a lot. Not as much as I did. Next came the painful days of finding the reason for my ejaculation. That is a long story I will go into on this site in time.

In January I found out about Gail Sheehy's book Sex and the Seasoned Woman. I ordered this and received it. In it I believe she says that we seasoned women start seasoning around age 45 and it keeps going. I loved that book. She is great. I looked in it for an ejaculating woman but could not find one. That disappointed me as I do this daily. Again this will be covered in detail. I also figured that from reading Gail's book that I have been given about a triple dose of seasoning and that is fine for me. My husband loves it too.

I wanted a place to talk with women. I had this burning desire to help women any way I can as I feel so much more could be done for us as we approach our later years in life. I knew what I wanted but just could not put my finger on it. I desperately wanted to help women. This is probably because of my experience with the ejaculation. I needed a purpose. I did not know where to reach out to fulfill this. This site I have now and am writing on is what I dearly wanted. Unless I tried this and tried to do all I can do and say all that I can say I would be disappointing myself in life. Oh I hope some people do read this and find some good out of it but at least now I can say that I really tried.

I believe a woman should be a sex siren, erotic, sensual, dirty talking and everything it takes to be to be her husband or SO. I believe this is the answer to wonderful sexual love between two people. Now mind you I am not talking about people with problems. I am talking about two people in love. But I also believe that strong sexual love from the beginning of marriage is necessary to make this special bond in years to come. It must always be there. Even if a woman is tired she should remember he is too. I do not mean a wife should be submissive but a wife should be loving and it should be a equal sharing of this sexual love between two people and not forced on by one. It should be there without any arguments. This is the secret of supreme sexual happiness in years ahead. This is so lacking in relationships today that is scary. That is why I am here. I am so terribly in love with my man that I cannot tell my yesterday when we were young from my today when we are growing with sun rising and the moon setting. I adore him. Come and join me. I will open my heart to you all.