Being where these women are, I hurt for them...

I should be in bed but this post has been on my mind for a while. I saw it on a site and am tempted to answer it but my answer may be too long and I also hate to enter conversations of younger people. Why, I don't know. My knowledge of life is probably stronger than many women. I have lived and loved and still love with the passion of any young woman. I can only say this knowing this and what and who I am. More passionate and sexual than I have ever been in my life. It is with this knowledge that I can relate to these poor women that have tasted sexual love for the first time in their life. Most women do not know sexual love as it truly can be. They have no idea of the mind blowing explosion that can go on inside of their sexual parts when they are truly aroused and sent to that place that has no name. It is that place of many pleasures that allow this new unknown feeling of total ecstasy and releasing the inner woman kept dormant in her mind to the outer woman through her sexual organs. It is the true joining of two lovers and mating like God made it to happen....

I have been in love with my husband since I met him. Ours has been wonderful years of love but part of me was always kept hidden. Despite this, I thought I was satisfied but I always knew that a part of me was kept hidden. I would strive but she just could not come out. Just about two years ago she started to show her face. What followed became a me that knows no shame and found what the words "mind blowing sex" truly mean. They are so wonderful that this sexual act you are doing with your man, is so good and feels so good that you would do it in the middle of a park at any time. It is the most uncontrolled passion possible. What I have just said I would not do, but a woman experiencing this for the first time would. It is an out of body experience. You cannot stop what you cannot stop. It takes over you. Your lover is finding new spots inside your love canal that you never knew existed. He is looking into you and you are being spread and loving it as this is the wild woman that you are. You are wild as the wind and you love it and so does he. You are a completely uninhibited piece of heaven that was created for him to love. You adore your lover. He is your teacher. You are his pupil. Everything about him you want. You can not suck him enough. You cannot play with him enough. Sex becomes the most wonderful thing in the world and when you are done with one act you want another. You love 69 where years ago you frowned on it. With our love, it is just pure passion. He will pull my nipples until I plead for more because that is part of the passion of this mind blowing sex and this is what these poor women who are in love are fighting. They love what this man is doing to them. He is making them what they should be. Ravishing them and making love to them in every way possible and they never got this from their husbands. How can I dam them when I feel sorry for them. Only knowing how they feel and what they are getting and the suffering they are facing with a marriage on the rocks can I truly feel sorry for them.

For the women who have written on the site I hope you read this. You are asking for an answer. You want to know can you live without this special perk that you have found. Can you live with your father/brother lover who you feel no desire for, my answer. You both have been to heaven. What you have felt with this erotic and hot sexual love making is your sexual revelation in life. You have been given a gift that most women in life will never find. You have entered the gates of sexual happiness, I know, I live there. Can you live without him? If he is or if he is not married this problem is yours. You both have been so sexually awaken that it is driving you both crazy. You must answer the question about your four children. By making them unhappy and tearing the family apart plus embarrassing your husband you will hurt your relationship with your lover. Part of you will be with them when you are making love. Your mind will no longer be clear. If you can manage this more power to you but with young children, yours is a task. You ask is this sexual magnetism or fluff. It is sexual magnetism and it is not fluff. It is the way hot sexual love will go when the two people are in heat and sexually let go. You have found your fountain of youth as far as sexual joy but will it continue with all the things in life that you would have to face if you left your husband. Part of this magnetism is that it is forbidden love and part is the tremendous sexual attraction that you both have for each other. What to do?

If it wasn't for the children and you wanted to fly, I would say fly like a bird but not if this man has some of the faults you talk about. He is not a citizen, and I don't know if he has a job and you have the wealth. Will this mind blowing sex continue with problems. Maybe it will but be sure. Will he show another side of himself once he has you? A side you never knew and try controlling you. These are things you must think over carefully. The other woman on the site is getting her divorce after having the mind blowing sex as she now has entered that special place of the God's so to her I would say nice going. But for you with the kids and your lifestyle, proceed with caution.

After where I have been and found the last two years of my life I feel for women. I feel sorry for all of them who have not known the joy and passion of this wonderful sexual act and cried out to their lover to do it deeper and suck me more. I feel for the woman that does not find it enjoyable to reach into her husband's pockets when she is holding him and find that big bulge and caress it as she kisses him. For I know this must be hell. To have known the wonderful sexual love that these women have known and have to give it up and go back to someone else is something that is for me just about impossible to imagine. Yet it happens every day. I wish I had advice to give but I can't. I only know our love and that is the way it must be.

For a woman to have to endure the most private happening as sexual intercourse when she does not love someone must be terrible.............to have to open your soul when it wants to remain closed must take courage that I don't think I have...............I applaud all that can do this but it is just not me.