**50 Years My Love......And Counting....Let's Make It 50 More!!..**

I wonder if this Golden Anniversary of our of 50 years has truly set in....But then I wonder where the years have gone....It seems like the last ten have come in clusters...One after another...Life is passing by and I can't stop it....I am but a hint of matter in the eyes of God.....One person pleading her case for more time....And not knowing where to address my plea.....So I write my thoughts on my paper of life and think in my mind that maybe like Forest Gump some feather will drift them off into the place in time that collects these thoughts......Then I sit back and feel better for I have now spoken with God......But I am being selfish.....He has given me 50 years with my lover and he has only allowed a small child who is dying 3 precious years .....So I bow my head and say I am sorry......I thank you for what you have given me and will never beg you again.....We are in your hands and I thank you for my life........

My love as of Saturday it has been 2,600 weeks we have lived together...18,250 days....438,000 hours....26,280,000 minutes and 1,576,800,000 seconds....And I loved every one of them....

Honey, I love you for every beat of my heart...I love you for staying with me until I grew up....I love you for giving me our three children and most of all showing me the way to heaven in your arms as you make love to me...

There are no special words that I can write or readings that I can quote to speak what is in my heart.....So I will end it will this...Till eternity my love...till eternity.....All my deepest love, C